when the one thing you were actually appreciated for…is gone for good.
what to do.
I love you. I’ve never met you, I wish I could, the next two weeks are going to kill me if I go, and if I see you, my heart will leap. If i get my hopes up, I will literally cry the whole way home. This distance and barely talking thing is killing me. I don’t care how creepy you think it is, get my number, and text me. I’d rather be creeped out and excited than feel like I do now.
I don’t know how you don’t see that we’re perfect for each other. We both love football, soccer, and other things, so what’s holding you back from starting things? Yeah, we might have different views on teams, but so-freaking-what. I just wish you knew. I keep looking at your page, hoping for answers, but all I find are empty questions. It’s 11/11/11 and soon 11:11pm, so is it okay if I wish for you? I’ll be perfectly fine if you wish for me, because I can’t seem to get over you. I have never fallen for someone like this, I wish you felt the same. Gah, I feel like I should cut off my brain from the rest of my body.
I can’t help but feel like this. I don’t want to tell any of my friends or family, because of the reactions they might have.